Day One Again

Charlie. COE.

::Hi, Charlie!::

Slipped yesterday. Not worth it. I'm OK, and I will start again with all my heart. I surrender. But I wish I had 9 days of abstinence instead of 1. I wonder if I have to go through all the withdrawal and everything.

I'm good at talking Program. Not so good at doing.

Day One... Again

My name is Charlie, and I'm a compulsive overeater.

::Hi, Charlie!::

I'm committing today to 30 days of abstinence. No sugar, no refined white flour. Three meals a day. No snacks. I'll blog about my food at the end of every day.

Day Five

My name is Charlie, and I'm a compulsive overeater.

::Hi, Charlie!::

Maybe this time... Maybe it'll actually work. Help me, God, to turn it over.

Day Two

Well, I've had an abstinent breakfast. Will I have an abstinent lunch and dinner and nothing else? We'll see. Help me, God.

I Can't Breathe

I can't breathe. I need you, God. Thanks for bringing Jen tonight to the retreat. Maybe I can start again now. In your strength. One day at a time. Help me through breakfast please.