Saturday, May 24, 2008

Day One Again

Charlie. COE.

::Hi, Charlie!::

Slipped yesterday. Not worth it. I'm OK, and I will start again with all my heart. I surrender. But I wish I had 9 days of abstinence instead of 1. I wonder if I have to go through all the withdrawal and everything.

I'm good at talking Program. Not so good at doing.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Day One... Again

My name is Charlie, and I'm a compulsive overeater.

::Hi, Charlie!::

I'm committing today to 30 days of abstinence. No sugar, no refined white flour. Three meals a day. No snacks. I'll blog about my food at the end of every day.

Monday, May 5, 2008

Day Five

My name is Charlie, and I'm a compulsive overeater.

::Hi, Charlie!::

Maybe this time... Maybe it'll actually work. Help me, God, to turn it over.

Friday, May 2, 2008

Day Two

Well, I've had an abstinent breakfast. Will I have an abstinent lunch and dinner and nothing else? We'll see. Help me, God.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

I Can't Breathe

I can't breathe. I need you, God. Thanks for bringing Jen tonight to the retreat. Maybe I can start again now. In your strength. One day at a time. Help me through breakfast please.