Tuesday, March 18, 2008

God Help Me

My name is Charlie, and I'm a compulsive overeater.

::Hi, Charlie!::

Wow. I've completely fucking let myself go. I am so tired of this.

Last night I thought to myelf, "I am NOT hungry. Nothing sounds good. I don't WANT to eat!"

And then I continued to put food in my mouth. Four cookies. Milk. A cheeseburger. Diet Coke.

God help me. Compulsivity consumes me.

4 comments:

Optimistic Girl said...

I wish I could check "like" as in facebook. OM Charlie I can so relate
D.M.

Charlie O. Edinburgh said...

I'm glad you can relate to my posts... I hope you'll keep reading, because it gets better, it really does. I read this, and I'm so grateful to be where I am now... It's like living a completely new life. Recovery is here for you, D.M.! Let me know if I can be any help/encouragement in this journey. Are you on Twitter? If so, you can find me there: @OACharlie.

Optimistic Girl said...

thanks Charlie ;-)
I have not tried the twitter yet ;-)

Alexi said...

I do this constantly :(
"Why am I eating this?"
"I don't need this..."
"I'm not even hungry.."

*continues shoving food in because it's there*

Just starting to read your blog. Hoping it will help keep me of sound mind with food and such..